Thursday, June 11, 2009

Why I keep trying


I'm going to blink and this guy is going to be all grown up. Sniff, sniff. I can't believe how fast it all goes. I want another child for my own selfish reasons and we all know what those are but I truly want a sibling and friend for Keegan. I want him to experience that bond and all the shared memories that go along with growing up together.





Every day I think of what a miracle he is and every night I look at his sleeping face and thank God for his existence. I'm so lucky to be his mom and no matter what happens, I am so grateful for that opportunity. He made me a mother and that is the best gift I have ever been given.


2 comments:

Sara said...

Oh, he is just beautiful!! I could have written this post, too. There is something deep inside me that wants to see her interact with a sister or brother. Some of my best memories from childhood are of my brother and I and it kills me to think she may never have that.

Anonymous said...

Keegan is adorable!!! I can't remember the last time you posted pictures of him (I know you have way back when at TLOL, but it's been eons)!!

-Leighann