Today is CD1. Mother nature blessed me with yet another period this morning, no big surprise there. I am pretty sure we are going to do another IUI this cycle and the reality of it is, it could very well be our last. If not our last, definitely our second to last. How do I feel about that? Numb. At least for today.
Today is a miserable day weather-wise. It's cold (50 degrees in June!), dark and rainy. It fits mood and makes me want to curl up in a ball and sleep the day away. Unfortunately, that was not in the plans today. DH and I took Keegan to the Science Museum and it was a great way to spend a crappy weather day. Keegan had a blast and made me smile a dozen times. I needed that. I needed a nice family day with my boys.
I'm pretty much "done" with my natural healings. At least for now. I'll get into that in another post but I really enjoyed my time with Dr. G. Who knows?
Have you seen that show about those women who had no idea they were pregnant?? Does this show make anyone else feel like throwing things at the TV? I don't know if is because of IF or because I suffered from hyperemesis during my pregnancy or if it is just because I have a brain but I do NOT understand those women and their stories. Give me a break!
I guess that is all I have in me right now. It's just one of those days where I have so much to say/write but can't seem to find the words.
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So sorry for CD 1 yet again. I am glad you wrote, though. I think of you often, and your updates are sporadic. (Although, believe me, I understand feeling like everything you write is like a broken record.)
I just watched the show I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant the other day. I had been avoiding it like the plague because I KNEW I was going to be irritated beyond belief, and I definitely was. Maybe I'm crazy, but how do you not notice a baby MOVING inside you??? I got serious punches, kicks, etc. So even if you have sporadic periods, have zero nausea (btw, I didn't have hyperemesis, but I was nauseous nonstop from 6 weeks until 28 weeks so I can't imagine being pregnant and feeling great throughout) and don't gain much, if anything you have to notice a human being punching you from the inside!!
Anyway, I am sorry for AF. I truly hope this cycle is the one for you. You deserve an end to this. And hey, maybe March is your lucky month to give birth in...??
-Leighann
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