Thank you all so much for being such wonderful "friends". I had a particularly rought night last night and I'm in a bit of a funk this morning so for me to see all of your comments really made my morning. It is just so nice to know that I am not alone. Because it sure feels that way sometimes. Last night, DH went to bed (after an evening of him being crabby just short with me) I was lying in our dark living room listening to the thunder and rain outside and I truly felt like I was the only one in the world. I need to snap out of this!!
I just feel so helpless and somewhat out of control right now. Of course, most of it has to do with infertility but also my job is a big mess right now. It seems that if you can't have both at the same time then at least one of either your personal life or your work life should be going good. Both of mine kind of suck right now. Sigh.
I keep thinking that my "break" is just around the corner. And maybe it is but that corner sure seems like a long way off right now.
Sunshine would help. I can't remember the last time it has been sunny? Lately, all it does around here is rain and storm and rain some more. I LOVE a good storm but this weather is getting out of hand. It is depressing. A full day of warmth, soaking in the sun is exactly what I need.
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Aw sweetheart. I know what you mean. And I really, really know that alone feeling.
All I can say is that the sun will come out again at some point, you will stop feeling alone at some point, and you will get a break at some point. It will happen. It's just maddening that we never know when, or in what form.
I'm here for you.
I wish I could send you some of our sunshine...it really does help wit the blues.
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