Today is CD30 and while that means it has been one of my longest cycles yet, I barely took notice. I actually had to look at my calendar before I started this post to find out the exact CD. (How's that for obsessive? Ha!) Anyway, I guess there are two reasons that I haven't been paying much attention. One, I have had a lot of bullshit going on at work and my mind is so full of that, I am uable to think about much more. Two, I knew from the start that this cycle should be considered a natural cycle and therefore, I wasn't holding out much hope.
Our IUI was on CD12 and I ovulated on CD15 - not good timing. Also, it is why my period is "late". Considering when I ovulated, my period should show up today. When I took my temp this morning, a definite temp drop so it looks like my body is doing exactly what it should do. 14 day luteal phase. God, I am a lucky girl.
At any rate, I'm really not that disappointed. I mean, of course I am disappointed but I guess what I mean is I never really thought I was anyway so it isn't like I had my hopes up. With all this work stuff going on (I cannot get into it or I would be typing for the rest of the day), it would have been so nice to turn up pregnant and just say F*&@ You! But alas, no such luck.
I am looking forward to moving onto next cycle and going ahead with the monitoring and trigger. I have about 12 hours to decide if I want to throw clomid into the mix. I'm leaning towards no - but I just don't totally know. I wish someone would just TELL me what to do.
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I would say no to the clomid this round. Your body works. You just need to get the boys and the egg to meet. I hope the monitoring is all that you need for success.
Good Luck.
*hugs*
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